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I keep my hands behind my back
Please cut me some slack
i know that i need to grow up
and i'm sorry about the throw up
im too sober to talk about this
let me get high so i don't feel like this
you don't have to tell me i'm a piece of shit
it's been 3 years, i'm pretty fucking aware of it
i know that im just holding you back
and i'm sorry that i can't live up to that
expectation you set for me before i was me
but i try my hardest, i really am sorry
don't blame my dad and don't blame my friends
it's all my fault, and the guilt never ends
because i can never help make ends meet
and now you wanna kill yourself more than me
and i am not strong enough
no i cannot hold you up
and if you leave it'll destroy me
im weak willed and my heart is on my sleeve
(i never claimed to be
please don't rely on me
im a fragile being)
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The Finch
03:25
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smile for me
light up the darkness around my room
look at me
with eyes the size of a bright full moon
laugh with me
fill the silence with memories
stare with me
the sky is full of emeralds and rubies
embrace everything that means
anything to you at all
never take anyone you love
for granted, i promise
you'll regret every word unspoken
tell me about who you are
let me know everything about you
i promise i'll be here always
but you don't have to promise the same
i'll love you, forever
but you don't have to
i just promise that i will
that i will, forever
i can't see myself
forgetting about you
i hope i never have to
i probably couldn't anyways
gazing at the stars
at night with you
i'll be alright
i'll be alright
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14 Going On 19
02:01
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i watched all my friends
grow up and become adults
but i'll be adolescent forever
why can't i live like they do
why?
i'm still thinking about
moving so far away
that no one that i used to talk to
remembers my face
but i know i probably won't
because i'm a lazy fuck up
and no matter what
i'll never grow up
but maybe i'll come to terms
with the fact that i'm alive
that i have to live a life
i can't stay 14 forever
i don't know when that'll be
but hopefully it will be
because i can't do this anymore
feel free to kick me out that door
i know i'll die
all alone in
whoever's house
i pityed into caring about me
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lying on the floor
begging for no more
who do you think you are
don't leave me alome in the yard
praying for an end
to a god i don't believe in
is suicide a sin?
i don't think i care, nobodies really there
won't you leave me alone
in you i've lost my home
and i think i'm so scared
don't you know i'm so scared
i've got nothing to offer
i guess that's why you didn't stick around
but i miss you
don't you too
i miss all my friends
ive tried to make amends
but everything has to end
until we meet again (i know we won't)
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Twinkerbell
03:03
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will you show
me who i
really am
if i can
gather up
any courage
at all
maybe i'll
be able
to express
my sentiments
i love you
you know i do
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Micah Jordan Henderson, Kentucky
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Micah Jordan recommends:
sweet ncore album from late 2012, definitely worth a listen!
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it's bgo, if you don't already know who he is you need to check him out!
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