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1.
glancing back to memories of you forcing them out like you would do breaking away why won't you stay we feel alone is it okay it seems like i'm always stuck in 3 years ago will it ever stop weighing on me, i don't know my mind, forever a vault full of distorted happiness as it awaits it's own fall it crumbles under the pressure as i imagine it another fucking bit where i'm left in a situation just to feel like shit bring myself to my knees I only wanted repreive instead what i receive driving intent to not breath
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Slaving away, everyday No time to rest, much to my dismay Quickly broken down, diminished to a frown Smoke the pain away, with nothing much to say as stability escapes my grasp With loosened fingers, I collapse Screaming my sorrows to hollow ears How will I hold on to the years time after time i'm proven wrong just another testmament to my swan song the worst has yet to come and I'm already suffering years passed so slowly now years pass so quickly dying faster everyday is it okay or am I just numb is everyone around me just numb all my feelings are dying believe me or am I lying It's hard to tell, even for myself who are we
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Sink Or Sink 03:32
my proud moments elude me no recollections of positivity emptiness gathers around me it's built up around me failing false sense of accomplishments enshroud my reality my bitter, bitter reality i remember everything i know i can't grow if i'm scared but what is left to grow when you're content with being nothing there's nowhere for me to go just promise to leave me something we always try to keep ourselves afloat but also want to rely on a certain boat and if you never put it into perspective we all float forever no sinking no swimming detrimentally i am locked in place stationary as i take up space and the face that i see always disappoints me
4.
I try so hard to better myself every day and at the end of each one, i feel more ashamed no progress to show for, nothing worth your time just another day in which i'm too scared to cross the line so much to live for supposedly yet i still feel so poorly on the inside i am locked away even if i break free, i'm still a prisoner will i ever break free i need this prisons safety i know you're gonna judge me for much more than i can see
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Jam Band 03:06

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debut demo from another new project, PAHIYM! This has been in the works for over half a year now, and i'm stoked to finally have this to show for it! Thanks in advanced for listening!

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released January 6, 2017

Guitar/bass/vocals/production/recording: Micah Jordan
Drums, bass, vocals: Malcom Mcelvain

Artwork by Micah

audio sample in track 2 from the Earthworm Jim Animated series

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