I'm pretty sure every single person who's ever heard my problems have always told me
"You'll be okay, it get's better" and I still wonder every single time how long they've been down
if ever, and if they truely believe those words they always seem to tell me
but through it all
I still feel like i need you
It amazes me
how many people believe
the bullshit they're told
I've been alone
with false hope and slow days
my whole life
people never follow through
and i've lost my trust
in all my friends
they push it aside
the way I feel
"you know it gets better"
"you won't kill yourself"
of course it gets better
you'd know best, right?
I hope one day
you feel this way
don't fucking tell me
it'll be okay(it won't be okay)
I can't help but think
I think so fucking much
it drives me insane
being alive
led on by everyone
led to believe
what isn't true
it's never true
because I still fucking miss you
and everything about you
i still fucking miss you
and every little fucking thing
Beautiful, carefully constructed ambient reflection on decay and loss from Portland producer Graintable; each track has its own life cycle. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 23, 2019