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Free Willed Free Killed

from Neurasthenia by Repressed Anxiety Collapse

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suffering, i am alone
i lack a place to call my home
where I stays just not the same
struggling to earn no gain
scared and pained for lack of content
come and gaze at my monument
not for long as it's a fake
but please pretend just for my sake

torturous and terrified
no happy place where i'll confide
i stoop so low as if i've died
don't call my bluff i never lie
locked away my soul is rotting
tossed and fucked my stomach knotting
in my dreams they look like you
and often times they'll hate me too
crashing through disorderly conduct
panicked and crying mental construct
suicidal, but i must stay
as a result i hate every day
come and go like they always would
returning to that place i stood
hoping, waiting, non-debating
my life is plagued with constant fading

suffering from lack of expectations
let me die
i make attempts to better myself
but it's so hard to try
complicated, dead and jaded
whats come of my life
i am scared i am impaired
im trapped within this strife

socially destructed
mentally abducted

breaking point inside mind
nothing new ive come to find
an overbearing power
coming down to cross the line

we'll face our fears
then face our tears
while worrying we'll hide our ears
it all boils down to living soundly
through the years

figure out who really cares and
find a place to keep your spares
subject yourself into the arms
and breath in the fresh air

deadly and steadily
we stumble through our lives to see
exactly the way things will be
for what, but to be set free

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from Neurasthenia, released June 2, 2016

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