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I'm Not Who I Was

from Neurasthenia by Repressed Anxiety Collapse

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when i wake up
i search through my mind
for a reason to fu
cking tolerate this burden
but all i ever find
old repressed memories
and a huge waste of time
I'm
Regretful of my past
even though its in the past
a lesson learned just won't suffice
and it's not worth emotional torment
a longing crave for nothingness formin

i can't learn from my mistakes
i've never had what it takes
just keep yourself inebriated
yeah i'm fucking marinated
to come to life and suffer
doesn't seem too fucking choice,
it toys with my thought process
i just want to make some progress
i'm not who i used to be, i'm not who i am
don't ask me what it means to me, i'm not who i am
you'll never know who i am, i'm not who i am
i'm not who i am, who i am, im not who am i

what's it to ya
cap n screw ya
mind your fucking business
i won't exploit identity crisis
i feel like isis
embodied and regulated
don't act like i instigated
who the fuck here segregated
we're so overpopulated
compulsive suicidal tensions
violent convulsive trigger
life long grave digger
the one that no one mentions

don't you ever fucking wonder
what it's like to be the thunder
keep that thought strong in your head
so you won't forget when you're dead
as if thoughts can carry over
luckless sack of 3 leaf clovers
burn and die metaphorically
repent in god rhetorically

i'm not who i was
who was i i'm not i'm not
who was i not i not who am i

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from Neurasthenia, released June 2, 2016

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