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Repressed Anxiety Collapse (Ft. Doomknobs)

from 20Shitsteen by Repressed Anxiety Collapse

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lyrics

Collapse and repress into your natural state
anxiety and sobriety on my plate

diving into the terrible fate
mentally i am out of date
emotionally i am a nuclear fallout
i long for you this is my callout

i try and try but my brain is fried
i wont choose to lie or look to the sky
i see with my eye a chance to escape
i need this now more than ever in my shit shape

turn my back and throw out the factors
it's history now and i'm walking backwards
you say to push but i can't move faster
laid out now i'm fucking plastered

(Doomknobs)
phantom on the mattress,
trying to withold testosterone
see it, beat it, free it, eat it,
wake up 10 minutes from home
with a black eye, guy friend tailing me
acting like it's all good
but a look in his eye will leave you relieved,
and he'd stop all the words if he could
Blank and scratchy, write it down
Hot and swimmy, lose the pounds
connected to the stem of all
you've placed upon your crown
This era was before me,
and it dragged me far behind
Its messages are simple,
but they're never very kind


endless cycle

now or never i'm a steaming vessel
glancing back just to bite the gristle
the sight of me lacks the entity
that we need to see that we need to breathe

sleeping dead on an opportune head
look around everyone else has fled
alone and bleeding memory deleting
enemy defeating with a violent beating

dont forget the physical consumption
work hard to feel like your worth somethin
dead end job i dont mean nothin
waste away i dont mean nothin


mental breakdown, i'm fucking irate now
falling apart just to see if i know how
anxious and lowly, i move ever slowly
most say i'm lazy but i'd say i'm lonely

(Doomknobs)
Plastic and I'm loving it

Grin, to the end, of the road, it's so stable
but oh what a mess it would be
if you stood with all those people
Blackout so they'll never know you,
they'll never get your person
and as long as anybody knows it,
they're never certain of anything
or any fucking body
plant the tip in the dirt again
for every god damn hobby
that they made for you, and never me,
but that doesnt stop, the pleasant scene
unravels for the first time
like it always knew it perfectly

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from 20Shitsteen, released February 27, 2016

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